Why la

I woke up at 1:45am or so cos my phone was ringing. It was a family member. XX was talking about XXs life and how things was not going the right direction. So much so that XX was even thinking of some crazy things to do to XXself. I tried to be as calm and friendly as I can. I’m not good at this. I realized, here I was just few hours before XX called, I was sitting on the couch and was also thinking about all the things that I felt was unfair in life. I prayed for XX and slowly doze off until I realize it’s time to go to WORK…yikes